My Log Wednesday September 10 2008

Date : Tuesday September 9 2008

I thought that before I watch the documentary that Niphredil my goldfish Andrea wanted to show me, I should write what I think about the universe. I always told people about it but this is the first time I am writing about it.

Now First of all what is God or the universe. I always believed that we are the gods and we are all gods responsible for things around us.
We are all the same. I mean this idea is from me, not from books or TV but from deep within me. Because I really believe we are all same, all means everything including us, our food, air anything. We are outputs of some algorithms. The mystery is the algorithm. Who created this algorithm? because in our brain we always think this away that somebody has to create something.
May be the algorithm is created by the algorithm it self(What the fuck does that mean?). We are just combinations of things and for the combinations we look different. May be the food we eat is actually us in some other state. May be we are eating ourselves and breathing ourselves and just watching everything that is actually us.Everything is part of me and I am part of everything around me.
This ideas came up when I used to think for hours in my bed in the years 2000 and 2001 because at that time I really started it. I have to accept it. Accept the truth and stop acting in this society. Use myself to see the world around me not from books which limits my thinking.
Now lets talk about the brain. Amazing thing this is. We are actually our brains. In that place we are what we want to be. We see what we want to see and it shows what need to be seen. Do we really see what is really out there. because our body might be still primitive and doesn't have all the senses to see the real world. Because there are animals which can see more in this world than us.
The other thing about this cool universe is the thoughts. This thoughts can make you a freak. It can project things and it can also give you the answer. Where do people come up with answers. I say that the answers were within the brain and he/she just found it. The secret of the universe lies inside our brain. Its there but we don't know how to retrieve it. If we do not think about our existence and about this world then we are not humans. We think because we are humans. If we are not curious we are just not humans and wasting our precious brain. But hey thats how it should be :)
Everything single thing in this universe is just OK. It is just what it should be. We say that man destroys the environment and the life cycle and the echo system. But we may be humans but we are still animals. May be it is our destiny.