Yeah Dimebag died in December 8 2004 but still can't get it how can he die Until NOW. On that day, I was sleeping in the afternoon and had no idea what happened. My best friend Mark came and woke me up and said Darrell is Dead. He was shot. I just started laughing and said bullshit. How can he die? How can someone whose music flows in my vain die like that. I heard from others and was watching in the Internet that he died but still couldn't get it. Seemed like its just some cover up. He didn't die probably hiding in some place. I don't know why. I was laughing all day that Darrell died and still couldn't realize the truth. There was no sadness in my mind because my mind simply didn't believe it.
From that time, I gradually stopped hearing Pantera. I thought Philip had something to do with his death. So I could not hear Pantera. Those groovy rocking songs were not anymore head-banging things for me. That brought only silence and hate to my mind about the Motherfucker who shot my guitar hero Dimebag.
Today after four years I am finally crying. Now I realize that he is dead and wont come back ever. Its extremely hard to accept this truth. I am crying hard now as all this years I did not have any tears in my eye for him.
I know life moves on but still its quite hard to believe that Darrell is not present. I just imagine what more cool music he could have created by now. I am terribly upset for his death.
Software Engineer, Heavy Metal Guitarist and Songwriter
